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Coward
When you just lost the game,Just face the music. Please don't give so many reasons to protect yourself. Its not gonna work. The fact is you suck. You might be dumb for thinking that all of us are idiots. But sorry,its not like all of us are dumb enough to accept your reasons. Still we will listen to you but yet you won't know that we are actually ignoring you. PLEASE ACCEPT THE UNDENIABLE FACT. Oh ya, If you want all of us to respect you, Please have some self respect first. Cigarrete
Estoy siendo desviados todo el tiempo. No sé qué hacer, y espero que yo había elegir el camino correcto. Sé que es un poco difícil para mí volver ahora .. pero no hay nada más que puedo hacer por ahora. Muy dentro, espero que comprendan que estoy haciendo algo que sólo puede hacer que me n que usted se sienta mejor. Voy a esperar el momento oportuno para venir de nuevo. Ten cuidado. 冷咖啡离开了杯垫 我忍住的情绪在很后面 拼命想挽回的从前 在我脸上依旧清晰可见 最美的不是下雨天 是曾与你躲过雨的午夜 回忆的画面 在荡着秋千梦开始不甜 你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远 又何必去改变你走过的世界 你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见 想像你在身边才完全失去之前 或许命运的签只让我们遇见 只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天 飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片 要我怎么捡 PL
  Pixie Lott.My new goddess. HANDS OFF PERVERTS. Especially to CALVIN ONG and CHONG KEH BIN. =) I was just lying to myself all the time.. Table Tennis
Not going to say much about this.Pictures will explain everything.  Presenting our Sunway number 1, Troy Tam. Not you Munthif.. poor thing. The day before the competition, Ian and Keh Bin slept in my house. Me and Ian just cannot sleep well because of a smart dude woke up at about 430am to play Dota and woke us up with the mouse clicking sound. Brilliant.   On the way to Seremban. The sunlight is too shiny so that I have to put on my mom'ssunglasses. Dont laugh at me. Unique ok.  This cute little kid is just 13 years old. He made my day with some reasons. One of the reason is he actually taught Jeff the proper way to play table tennis. LOL.He is so honest. I love him.  We are in group C, Sunway is the group name. We are the audience for the first match due to some changes of strategy. The president vs Ali. President is the one that facing us with xiom's black shirt. He lost anyway. Jeffrey. He simply thrashed the kid.  The uncle in blue is mad, or insane. He will shout for every point he get or he lose.I shall said that he is an attention seeker. He can even shout a sentence out after he get or lose a point. I think this is the reason why he is still single.  This umpire is eating while judging. But its okay, at least he is a good referee compare to someone.  Okay, look at this uncle. I bet you guys will laugh like mad if you are watching him LIVE. The way he serves are just too clumsy, he is like dancing or attending aerobic class. Looks like an ape.  Hmm. This 1, he will never smile to the opponent and others. Its like all of us owe him money like that. Look at his serious face. OH YEAH, he will never close his mouth, maybe he is trying to show that his teeth are still with him. Keh bin said that he looks like crazy frog. lol The special Seremban's beef noodle.It is so nice, especially the gravy. Appreciate the gravy, but not play with it. So overall, the trip is quite fun,but I was a bit disappointed that we didn't go to Port Dickson due to lack of time. I want to find cockles at there and stuff them into Ian's mouth. No matter how many times you brush your teeth, your mouth still stinks. Goodbye peeps. Something wrong
Whats with the nightmares.They are haunting me almost every week, fortunately not every day.. I just want to have sweet dreams, why is it that hard.. Why can't I control my dreams. I just don't want to wake up with tears or fears. Failure
Everyone is sleeping soundly right now.They trained really well for the competition.. which is coming soon within few hours time. I am still awake, I tried to sleep, lying down on my bed for like half an hour.. My eyes are blinking constantly, and I just cannot close them. I lost the mood to play, I don't even have the effort to play for my team.. I am so sorry everyone, I just hope you guys can do well without me. I can just drive and fetch you guys to the destination.. If you guys want me to contribute a point to the team, I.. cant promise you that. Because I suck. I just want to enjoy myself in Seremban.. Hello, goodbye
Hey my dear bloggie..Seems like you are the only one that can understand me all the time.. That is the reason why i love talking to you.. You are always there for me when i am facing several problems.. No matter what happened, You are willing to listen to me, let me spam at your place.. and you are not going to fight back, too. I know that you are not going to leave me alone, I will treat you better next time.. Don't worry about me alright.. I am fine.. Just crapping around..and i don't dare to sleep now.. because I am afraid of the same scary dream again.. I will find something to do for now.. What to do? Hmm.. sorry, I don't know either.. Stoning is the best option I guess.. Alright.. Its kinda late now.. I don't want to disturb you anymore.. Goodnight bloggie, I will talk to you tomorrow. Half alive..
This week is the worst part of my life.Everything is acting like my enemy now.. I thought sleeping can let me relax and rest myself. It ends up making me more and more tired. I just had a nightmare, The worst nightmare ever. I killed two people in my dream, and I don't even know them. ... I still can remember the process of killing them.. Tell me how. Shall i stay awake or go to sleep tonight? 我觉得，以后我不会是个成功人士。 因为我知道自己无法分辨公事和私事 我的情绪很不稳定， 不管有什么重要的公事等待着我去完成， 对我来说。。私事永远都比公事重要。。 明白吗？简单来说，这就是感情用事。 psy
I love MPSJ.You made my day with 40bucks again. To someone, I hate you, You just don't have balls. You are just a coward after all, a coward that doesn't show up. Talk about your attitude, You know yourself the best. I think that you are an incomplete creation in the human race. You tend to snatch and grab everything away, but not with style. If you are glad with what you got now, congratulations, but too bad, You won't be happy for too long. Oh yeah, I am a bit glad that she leaves you, no no, don't blame on others, put the blame on you, you actually deserved it. You seriously suck after all. Fucking asshole. If you are reading this, Don't have to think so much, If you think that I am talking bout you, That means you are really irritating me,and that will be you. Rain
I love rainy day.It lowered the temperature and I can enjoy the cool breeze too.. Listen to the sound of rain drops.. they created some unique tones. high pitch and low pitch.. loud and soft.. such a melodic motion. Rain created some beautiful scenes too. Try noticing the view outside your house.. look at the trees.. they are dancing. If only my mom is not at home.. I wish that i can join them too.. i bet the rain drops can make me think clearer. Wonder when will the rain stops? because I am waiting for the rainbow to appear...  tired.
Please don't hope that something good is going to happen beyond your expectation.You will feel even more frustrating and sad if the end product is disappointing you. I just tried it. The feeling is totally like to and fro... ; And yeah, Now i feel it, karma.. I am regret for what i have done few years ago. The shit is hitting me hard now. I don't hope that it will stop now.. I just hope that it will continue hitting me until i wake up... I don't know I got how many bytes of memories in my brain.. But I think I shall remove 3/5 of memories from it Amnesia.. please strikes on me now. Just whack me hard on my head with a golf stick, and I can forget everything..for a better future. 第一次
当你看着我我没有开口已被你猜透 爱是没把握 还是没有符合你的要求 是我自己想得太多 还是你也在闪躲 如果真的选择是我 我鼓起勇气去接受 不知不觉让实现开始闪烁 哦第一次我说爱你的时候 呼吸难过心不停的颤抖 哦第一次我牵起你的双手 轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走 那是一起相爱的理由 那是一起死守 哦第一次吻你深深的酒窝 想要清醒却冲昏了头 哦第一次你躺在我的胸口 二十四小时没有分开过 那是第一次知道天长地久 是我自己想得太多 还是你也在闪躲 如果真的选择是我 我鼓起勇气去接受 不知不觉让视线开始闪烁 哦第一次我说爱你的时候 呼吸难过心不停的颤抖 哦第一次我牵起你的双手 轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走 那是一起相爱的理由......对我 感觉你属于我 感觉你的眼朦 第一次就决定绝不回错 哦第一次我说爱你的时候 呼吸难过心不停的颤抖 哦第一次我牵起你的双手 轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走 那是一起相爱的理由 那是一起死守 哦第一次吻你深深的酒窝 想要清醒却冲昏了头 哦第一次你躺在我的胸口 二十四小时没有分开过 那是第一次知道天长地久 Bogus
Staring at this blank page for a few minutes, figuring hard what shall I blog about, the words just stuck in my mind and they are not coming out. Forget bout it.I am going to pierce my ear soon, but I think the little acne that grew on my earlobe is simply annoying. I hope it doesn't affect me to pierce my ear.And yeah, dying my hair too. Just the matter of time. Will probably do it before my sem break ends. Drinking is actually a good thing. It can make u forget bout everything for a moment. I hope i can drink and get drunk everyday, screw the allergic and stomachache part. I just don't want to be like an idiot everyday. Making the same mistakes. Turning into an introvert. I just want to be alone for some time by keeping everything to myself. Dont.Force.Me.Please.  Whats your fantasy?
Do you know that why i am hot tempered?It is because you are the one who passed it to me. I AM GLAD THAT I AM HOT TEMPERED TOO. YEA SO FUCKING HAPPY. You shall be glad that i am not going to fight back, yet, again I didn't even complain or said a shit out when you do whatever shit to me. I tried to control and pretend like nothing happened, but what you did to me, thats too much. over the limits. If i can, i wish that i can leave here and never come back again. I don't want to see your face. My home is not the sweetest place for me. I tried to be a good son. It was cold, and impossibly dark. In this place, when and where held no meaning.. byebye.
Leaving here for 2 days.Don't have to see their faces. Hooray. If u think that u know me fking well, U are fking wrong. You ain't my cup of tea. 914, not 911
I know it is kinda hard to turn back sometimes..Especially you are doing stuffs that you don't feel like it, If you think that you have made a wise choice, just trust yourself.. Although I am not able to help you on these things, but i will always be by your side with my ears and shoulder, no matter where and when. stay strong, I just hope that you can be happy everyday.. cheer up, you know who you are, 19895147 (: Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love. I fking hate you la. Can't you just let me relax for 2 weeks. eff off.
Sometimes I just hate myself.You will never know why. Feel like closing my blog for awhile. Childhood
Laugh out loud.LOL! =D  Spot me!    Credits to Bernard Tung. =) Hey Saturday
 Michael Owen  Luis Antonia Valencia Welcome to MUFC. =) Who is next? I want to study in Australia.. I wanna leave here. As fast as possible. I just don't want to stay in Malaysia anymore... Malaysia is not producing any effective medicine for me. How rare can it be
You guys will understand the meaning behind of my title soon. Went to Tropicana City? Plaza? or whatever is it at 730. I watched Transformers 2 again. It is so nice that u have to watch it twice or more, and the reason behind is not because of MEGAN FOX ok, its the show. Maybe a little bit of Isabel Lucas. ;)  It is a pingpong ball actually. Some idiots drew the face on it.  Isabel Lucas, hotter den Megan Fox, In my P.O.V =) Kindly click my ADs people. If u guys still understand about my title for this post, try to figure it out again. HAHA!Do you know what's worth fighting for? When It's not worth dying for... 21 guns no more sorrow.
Just now when i was sitting for my CT exam.There is this passage about happiness among the teenagers and little kids. The passage wrote that, if a child is not happy for 4 times per month, he/she is consider as a SAD child. And i think that, when I was young, I was always happy, with a broadsmile on my face.. with 2 chicken drumsticks on both of my hands, running around the school.. The things that made me sad, are just getting low marks in exam or getting punished by my parents, and yeah, the passage said about this too. I wonder, now, if u ask me that i am happy or not, I will be struggling between the answer, yes or no. I might take a long time and think, and my final answer will always be yes. Is that so? Yeah, i am happy, because i got lots of friends, family, and i am a really really lucky boy because I got a house to stay, I got money to spend, I got hands,legs, ears and all. But deep down inside..I don't really think so. I don't know bout the reasons, or maybe just a single reason. A single reason that can make me drown into the deep ocean. You can see me smiling everyday, joking with you all. Yeah, i admit that when i am with friends, I am happy.. but only like 70 percent of happiness shown out. I cant be as happy as last time, like a kid, smiling, laughing, with that innocent face. The passage actually show that, grow up teens will face 4 times of sadness when he/she was young. somehow, I feel more than that now.. Yea, just for now, I hope. When you work so fucking hard for something, and the result is not your cup of tea. You will have the same feeling as me for now. |