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你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？喜歡和愛咫尺千里。 當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂； 離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。 當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己； 離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？ '然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。 你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。 你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。 你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人； 你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。 你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他； 你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。 你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已， 對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。 喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了 仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！ 我发现，你对我不再是完美.. Switch off. I switched myself into study mode just now. ... But after awhile it automatically switched back to normal mode. LOL. Something was wrong with the spinal cord It transferred the wrong information to my brain. FIX IT!!! 2 more days for me to :( after that it will be 2 weeks for me to :) HAHAHA. I miss Isabel Lucas. Just being random. Have to start saving my $$ from today onwards, for some upcoming event. It is quite hard for me, because i eat alot, but i will try my best. Switch on. bumble bee
It is quite hard to find someone that can really listen to your heart.You can share everything with him/her, you can tell him/her anything and he/she will not be bored of your topics and daily rantings. If you do found someone like this, for him/her, you are probably the one he/she finding too.. FYI,he/she is not neccessary the one you going to spend for the rest of your life. he/she is the 1 in a billion, or maybe not. Finding someone that can really understand you.. and listen to the words from the deepest part of your heart. That is actualli quite impossible, I mean, for me. Maybe he/she appeared long time ago, but I am just creating more barriers to make the distance between both of us further. Awake
I really hope that..You are here with me, to share my feelings for now. But its impossible, I know.. You dont mind bothering anymore.. I tend to screw things up, always. 我伪装了坚强的一面， 可是，我的心真的好难受 如果我爱上你的笑容, 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有? 如果你快乐不是为我, 会不会放手其实才是拥有.. Jye's aura. It's okay...
Yesterday was the last day of my first sem.Went to college early for maths presentation, and got bak my topic test 2 paper. I got 37/40. Damn it. Careless mistakes. After that study a bit for my business and management test. Screw the paper. Had a lot of fun yesterday night until just now. I hope everyday will be that fun and exciting... Maybe not. 一颗破碎了的心， 就算你很努力的把碎片一片片的拼回， 也并不代表它是颗完整的心， 谁也不知道， 它会不会因为同一个原因， 而再以次碎裂... 心中的烙印， 却无法毁灭.. 我需要一个精神上的支柱,一个人来听我的心语 脆弱
当你冷落了生命中最重要的东西，它在你的心目中， 还是扮演着那个无法代替的角色吗？ 有些东西，被冷落了，就渐渐转淡 虽然它对你还是如此重要， 但是不管你怎么做， 都挽不回彼此之间的回忆。 悲 心情日记
好久没有写过华文字了！感觉上有一点生疏。 唉，最近老是觉得自己怪怪的。 动不动就发脾气。觉得自己有一点无理取闹，毕竟真的是太火爆了。 请了很多朋友吃了自己送上的火药。 抱歉， 其实我也不想的。 这几天，我面对了很多戏剧性的东西。 很多可以被解决的问题，我都束手无策 我也控制不了自己的情绪，只是觉得很多东西即将离我而去。 我设法挽留，但是，我说到，做不到。 哈，我还真是一个懦夫。 等到失去了，才在一旁自责。 你说，这是不是犯贱？ 想把自己送去人道毁灭，有没有人可以助我一臂之力？ 其实世界上最痛苦的事, 多得很. 可是，我很肯定自己现在度过这一个很痛苦的生活， 那种感觉，唯独自己最明了。 我很想念过去的日子，我真的很希望，时间能够停留在那儿，如果是真的，我愿意减寿十年。 我知道自己所做的点点滴滴，只是在白费心机。 可是，我是自愿的。 要怪，就怪自己那么愚昧。 很傻，也很天真。 难道真的是到了一个不可挽回的地步？ Please come back
I saw 2 guys ran to the pingpong table, and throw their bags on the sofa, taking out their OMG-GOOD-LOOKING pingpong bat, and start playing with each other.That was not the main point, after bout few seconds they started playing, a whole bunch group, there are like, er, 10 or more people came in and the whole table are surrounded by them. yea, their friends. OMFG, they acted like, they never watch a pingpong match before, like, hooligans. Once again, i got really annoyed sitting there. SOME OF THEM EVEN PLAYED WITH BOOKS OR NEWPAPERS OR WHATEVER THAT CAN BE USE TO WHACK THE GOD DAMN 60 CENT BALL. okay.. CHILLAX, there is nothing to do with me anyway. =) Oh yeah, I went to rock cafe after my class. While i was playin dota halfway, my pc screen turned black. i wondered what had happened. I saw the 1 sitting beside me, looking at me, with his stunned face, saying sorry to me. For a moment, i was damn angry. I wanted to scold him, YOUR MOM MUST BE FORGOT TO INSERT YOUR BRAIN FOR YOU WHEN YOU CAME OUT FROM HER. but, i didn't do that. even though if I scold him i also cant do anythingggg, rice already became porridge, LOL! I am controlling my temper well man, applause! The guest said that i am getting very hot tempered nowadays, macam dia soon, but i doubt it. =) woots. Annoying
Ok, alright, Whatever.You only know how to put the blame on me. Every single thing is my fault, my bad. Even when you cant shit or what , you are going to blame it on me. Why don't you blame it on others, but me? So you think that I will be sitting there quietly and do nothing again? I just hate it when you are barking like a mad dog. It is not like I am stepping on your tail. Just stop it before I am going to fight back. You are lucky that I am not 17 years old now. Take me as I am
It is Friday today. Suprisingly, I am not going anywhere. I went home at 230pm, and then sleep all the way to 7pm. Everyone is enjoying their holidays, or having study break. SSD seems to be so quiet these few days. Looking at noobs playing pingpong there, and showing off to each others, I feel like going in and challenge them, by giving them 9 points out of 11. I just hate it when i saw people showing off to their friends how good they are, blablabla, former school team player? U cant even win me if i switch to penhold style to play with you and giving u 9 free points. So just shut up and plaaay la, annoying jerks. I will make sure every shot for you, you will scream your mother's name out for help. AHHHH This explained that I am getting hot temper again these few days. I don't know why, i hope i know the reasons too. Take me as I am, Cause I am going, I was too scared to start. now, i am too scared to let go. Being attach, or being single is just the same, The difference is just the word SINGLE and COUPLE. You still can do things couple do although you are single.
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Just being a bit random. =)Presenting something that made my day. funny quiz with funny answers. lolol. Question 1 When your friends mum cooks and invites you over for dinner, what will you do if the food TASTE LIKE CHEBYE FUCK"? Answer: spit the food at ther face and shout " WAH AUNTIE YOU DAMN TOK KONG SIA THE WAY YOU COOK, YOUR LAO BU NEVER TEACH YOU HOW TO COOK AH? KNN EAT YOUR FOOD TASTE LIKE SHIT SIA KNN. EVEN I LICK THE DRAIN ALSO TASTE NICER THEN YOUR FUCKIN CHEEBYE DISGUSTIN SHIT Question 2 If you see someone talking with their mouth full of food, what do you do? Answer: shout " EH WHAT THE FUCK CHEEBYE YOU DONT HAVE PARENTS TO TEACH YOU TO CLOSE YOUR MOTHERFKN PUA CHEEBYE MOUTH WHEN YOU EATING AH? KNN ROTIPRATA HONG GAN SEE YOUR KANPUA BIG MOUTH OPEN REMIND ME OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND NENG TEH BAH CHEEBYE" Question 3 When you are in the lift and someone asks you to help them press a button, what do you do? Ans: press the 18th floor and shout "WAH CHAOCHEEBYE HOPE YOU GO TO 18TH FLOOR OF HELL AND JIA SAI SI LAH KNN HONG GAN JIBAI" Question 4 When you are dulan with your friend, what do you do? Ans: Use a private number to call Macdonalds and order 200 extra value meal UPSIZE to their house. OR Laosai in his bag and zip it during recess time. LOL! =D Although I don't really understand some words, but the answers are awesome. Enjoy. Weightless
one or two dota game/games per day is good for health.lol, to release stress, not only by pawning people, but to see my friends banging each other inside the game. thats the fun of playing dota with them. i started to do my homework at 230am. lol, BUT, I managed to get my work done at 4am, although i curi tulang a bit, but still okay laa, at least i did it! proud. I switched off my lights, I tried to sleep, but god damn it, i think i drank too much teh ice, rolling on my bed here and there isn't fun at all. so, i switched on my light, and on my lappy again. listen to songs for awhile, i feel sleepy sooon, thats a real great news for me, because it is 430am already. So, i did the same thing, and use my blanket cover my face for this time. but when i am on my bed, i feel energetic again. wtf wtf. 530am is the time i completely fall asleep. luckily I am not late to my 830am class today. i don't wanna get kick from the class. i am so tired now, good night peeps. She prefers coffee, but I only have tea. Tonight
Tons of works are waiting for me.The maths surveys, the maths papers, assignments... Sleepless night again. Exam coming soon, 1 more month to go.. I have to start study soon, I really hope that I can do that. Tonight I have fallen and I cant get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up, and everynight I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are, holding you tonight. I wish you were here with me, tonight. |