welcome march
First of all, thanks to the Guest who help me prettified my blog. It doesn't look EMO-ish now. haha. =)

And, Happy Birthday to Kay Chong and Yee Soon. Sorry to yee soon cz i cant celebrate wit you, will buy you a cake okay. haha.

I think those people who will be celebrating their birthday on 28th feb or 1st of march are very veryy lucky, because their birthday are just 1 day before and after 29th, so that they wont be celebrating their bday for like once by 4 years. HAHA.


Time Flies.
February is coming to the end.
My day dreaming is going to end too.
There are still something waiting for me to solve.
I will handle that quietly, secretly


No, i am not trying to hide,

I just don't want to show. =)

Feeling GAY!
I started to miss those peoplee tat went to Aussie,
Especially TAN VEI JAE. =(

Vj,
I dont reli remember how i met u,
but i think tat time thr was an event for ausmat,
and u were at SSD, watchin me, kaa seng n kyle playin pingpong.
I forgot how we gained closer,
Mayb EE1? genting trip? not sure. =(

I missed those hanging out sessions with u,
I missed going pasar malamm with uu,
eatin in the restaurant which i said not EXPENSIVE. LOL
I missed pillow talk sessions. HAHAHAHA
I missed those swearing sessions when u were driving, u are jz so CUTEE! like kerokeropi scolding vulgar languages! hahaha.
And of cz, EMO sessions. Secondserenade was once our fav band for a moment.
Hope to see u soon, i know, a few months are jz very very soon. =)




Tell me all of your hopes, all of your dreams,

I want you to take me there,
Tell me all of your hopes, all of your dreams,
I want to take you there.
And tell me everything,
Every breathe I want you to know I'll be there.
There's jz one more thing, one request,
I wan you to take me with you~
-Take me with you
Secondhand Serenade


The Sweet Escape
Went to MV with mich today, after i failed to take my accident report from Subang Jaya Police Station, the reason is, because the inspector not working for today.. speechless.
Watched pink panther 2, Funny movie. LoL.
Den after that went into Jusco for awhile, there was like a war inside there, every1 looks like mad seeking for the items they want. Gosh.
Theres still a lot of things that i want to tell here, but i am too lazy. LOL. go check out michelle's blog.
Cant tahan it, but i will be bak to MV tomoro, to shop. =)

and and! i am so in love with Bojan Krkic now. ;)
check him out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azJRMxQjnqM&feature=related

by the way..currently fall in love with secondhand serenade again. haha. dont know why, i found that the way they sing emo songs are cool, and the lyrics are quite meaningful tho. =)

I was born to tell you i love you,
Isnt that a song already?
I get a B in originality.
And it's true i cant go on without you,
Your smile make me see clearer,
If you could only see in the mirror wat i see..

-vulnerable

Sorry, blame it on me
I'm sorry for the fact that i did not know,
I am sorry for the time I disrespect,
I am sorry for the wrong thing that i have done,
I am not too blind to know,
All the pain u kept inside you,
even though u might not show,
you can put the blame on me,
even though the blames on u,
i will take that blame from u.

-random
Last year, there is this cute yet adorable guyy who doesn't know how to play pingpong well.
He was so noob in pingpong and became the pro feeder is ssd.
HENCE,he swore tat he wil be backk andd challenge the winners again.
Luckily, there is a guy who is kind enuff to teach him everythingg,
And so within half year time, this smart guy absorbed every single ting taught by his fren as fast as lighting.
and now he got a nickname, which he himself like the name alot too.
every1 call him, backhand prince. WOOT.

THE END. =DDDDDDD

Alone
walkinglikealoner,
itwontbesoonforsolong,
missuguys=)

leaving
So today is the day
they are leaving me 1 by 1, i m feeling sad/happy for them. =)/=(
everyyy1 aree goinng outt to further up their studies, and a better future.
Soon, my frens in Malaysia can be counted wit 10 fingers. =)/=(

i shall start studying hard, complete my 3+0/2+1/1+2 financial risk management course.
so.. ITS TIME TO MOVE ON ADI LA.... x)/x(


the cookie monster
Actually Elmo can be Emo too.
Just that he cannot close his mouth, so he keeps on laughing.

Right ?Michelle Kong Lei Quan? =)

Im okay,
So, the day arrived.
The day tat might be the last gathering for all of us for tis year, or even more than tat.
Broad smiles, laughs,, jokes.. that remains the same for today.
But i know, every1 is hoping tat the time will stop at the memorable moment.
The moment we play and study, together, like never ending.
I tried to make myself drunk, and make it a hyper atmosphere,
i tot. i can.
everything tat i tink tat i can do it, wil never ever success.
i dono why either.
leaving,
for me, its so cruel.
but i understand tat,
its for the future of u all.
i feel the pain.
like some1 slice my heart wit a sharp knife.
my heart is not bleeding,
but my tears are rolling out.
i miss, every, single 1 of u.
without u guys.
my life, will be, so. so. Dull.
the few months we been together,
are like few years for me.
but the few hours we spent together jz now.
are like jz few mins for me.
will c u guys, on Monday.
take care, and concentrate on ur studies,

beautyfool day
I m a careful and smart driver. u all shud kno bout tat.

Today, about 1pm in the afternoon. I am driving my sis's honda city to metropolitan college wit shieng, to ask some study stuffs.

I was at the right lane, and prepared to turn into the right side, when i was turning halfway, i heard a freaking loud bang frm bhind. I saw a black colour vios banged me. so, both of us parked our car at the side. the driver is a serious fcking/cockless babi who is underage. ( i tink so), wit his young but yet shit look. don dare to see me face to face. the 1 beside him is a 30 years old YOUNG man. gave me his IC number and phone number and stuffs. but we did some mistakes, we forgot to take the IC frm the noob driver.

hah, nvm. so that fella say he wil giv me a call at about 6 o clock. i waited his phone call until 8 smtg, i stil din recieve any calls. and, he din pick up my call when i called him. So, i smsed him, c ya in police station, only den he call bak, and accused tat,

WENT TO HIS LANE FRM LEFT SIDE AND SO THE DRIVER BANGED ME, AND ASK ME TO PAY 1k FOR HIM.

I am so stressed up, den i ask him,

HOW ARE YA GONNA EXPLAIN TAT, UR CAR'S RIGHT HAND SIDE BANGED TO MY CAR'S LEFT HAND SIDE, AND NOW U ARE STIL FARTING AROUND.

and den he hang up the phone, so,
let the game begin.
U are the 1 who started it, and i don feel like ending tis interesting game.

About him
He cannot make up his mind,
He cannot do some wise and good decision too,
He is not determine enough on choosing the thing he wants,
He is freaking confuse at this moment,
He is worry about his future,
He is regret for what he had done for last year,

Loh Wai Kean, u sucks, terribly, =)))

My Name
You Are Peaceful and Content
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

thats quite true =)
haha, actuali i wanna highlight the correct points, but i found tat, every single point is jz so true x)

genuine, fake
Most of us are surprisingly bad at spotting fake smiles. One possible explanation for this is that it may be easier for people to get along if they don't always know what others are really feeling.

Although fake smiles often look very similar to genuine smiles, they are actually slightly different, because they are brought about by different muscles, which are controlled by different parts of the brain.

The blurb also explains that "when a smile is genuine, the eye cover fold - the fleshy part of the eye between the eyebrow and the eyelid - moves downwards and the end of the eyebrows dip slightly."

Sometimes Ignorance is bliss; after gaining this knowledge, you may be hurt when it is obvious that someone is lying to you.


Can I differentiate the smiles of yours?


=) :) ;) fake/genuine?

back to me
'Cant u see, i beg and plead?
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night,
i know u are never gonna find your way,
Its me that u don nid,
tat when the lights go out tonite,
i kno u are never gonna find your way, bak to me.'


=) nice song.

Alphabets
Actually, i just hoped that its jz as simple as ABC.

Happy Birthdayyyy
Yea.
happy 19th birthday to Kuo Lee Ching and 17th birthday to Ong Jing Yi. =)
Both of u will always be there when i m having some problems, thats very nice of u all.

Kuo Lee Ching, have fun at US ok, but be back soon la. cz.. i miss my watch, and u too. LOL. kita like ages tak jumpa la. i hope tat u hav fun for ur bday party in US. =)

Ong Jing Yi, hav funn wit XXX k. =))) LOL. andd i hope u scoree welll for ur SPM tis year, and get ur driving liscencse faster, so tat u can fetch me. =) haha.

May U guys punya dreams come truee. ENJOY!

Clear, not blurr
Right now, u are not getting any answers.

U expect,
U wonder,
U think,
U guess,
U donno,
U are confused,

So thats y, u must understand,
understand requires analyzing, interpreting, observing, concluding..
Its not just 'oh.. i get wat u mean..'

live for ur own,
the best is picture and analyze the whole ting urself, but generally or in detail, u must know wat u want.. u must decide for urself.

If u know that it was a wrong step frm the beginning, u shudn't hav continue ur journey.. it wasn't a sweet journey after all.. u are the 1 who suffer and gain all the pain. right now, u are suffering, aren't u? so,, just stop going ahead. when oni u can put a full stop, but not a comma after the story. there is no fairy tales on tis world, jz. wake up frm ur own dreamy world.. this world is cruel.. it doesn't mean tat, u did a lot of good tings for others, and they wil repay u with their kindness.. u Shud admit.. All of us are multi faces, in front our frens.. parents.. and so on.. with diff faces, diff attitude. So, its same to loveee, it doesnt mean tat, u give out alot, u wil recieve ur happiness and all, wat u may got, might be some cruel words, or rejections, which wil be injected to ur heart deeply, leavin a big scar thr..

Awake, frm ur dream

T.T
HELLO!

The Sky is crying rite now. LOL, it made me feel so colddddd.
jz a random post here.

offing the fan;

nasty
Urm, i am feeling weird.

LOL!

I have been single for omost 1 and a half year. Haha, and i think, i have forgot the way, i mean,how to go after a girl. HAHA. I m not crapping or barking. I am serious. Lol. I am freaking anti social now, i dont even talk to those LONG-LOST-CONTACTS-FRENS. Especially females. hahha, believe it or not, tats up to u guys.

Mayb i shud say, i cant sweet talk with girls, cz i suck. LOL. i need some1 to teach me lar, any1? Help? or sharing is caringg?? =))