I AM WHO I AM!
I AM WHO I AM!

wohoo
, found such a gret title through michelle's & shieng's blogss. and to shieng, ya ritee, as if like he'll kno tat all of us are using his famous song as the title. =]


slept QUITE early jz noww. woke up at 3am, n planned to study...... STUDY. yea, the word study came frm my mouth, cz i reli don't hope tat the history of SPM will happened again.

CS!
i found tat i m addicted to it again!
the sound of the bullet fired out by AWP,
head shot.. shooting the enemy's ass...
a great game to distress!
i hav to distressss, becuz i feel like i m like a rubber band,
the elasticity of it is going off soon,
n if u continue to pull more.......
2 words.
GG!

i m stil wondering, since when i started to slack?
i m still thinking, how cum i cant get my study mood bak?
mayb, i m still not mature enuf. i stil hope tat me myself is stil a small little kid who enjoy doing anyting tats funny & ridiculous.
the song tat keep on playing in my mind,
the good old song by jay chou,

想回到过去 .. 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气 ..
想看你的看的世界.. 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜 ..

forget bout the lyrics, i just want to go bak to the past, i miss my primary/high school frens.
the joy n the pain we gained, will oways sealed inside my heart+brain.
life, is reli like a tv seriess.
i hope tat i can meet my Jessica Alba/Linda Chung
But! not Megan Fox. sorry to Jem. haha

*Mayb i may hav met her, but i m not her Justin Timberlake/Brad Pitt/Sean Kingston?*

inventing a time machine...
or playing the song- secret in the piano room?

Tag, by Keh Bin
1. How old are you?
~ 74 days
more to 18 years old

2. Are you single?
~ Definitely YES

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?
~ not too early and not too late

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ who is the person with me now?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ Jessica Alba

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
~ Beach wedding will do

7. Your ideal motive?
~ What's this?

8. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?
~ Hawaii? Italy? Japan? My house?

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
~ Those that i know lo.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ Anything, as long as she likes tat

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
~ Anything as long as i get to marry her.

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
~ Don't care. I care more about my girl.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
~ Both.

14. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
~ Morning. Her birthday is the best day.

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?~
~BOTH.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
~ I AM THE GROOM.

17. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
~ Yue liang dai biao wo de xin

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~Night.

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ Not sure.

20. What age do you want t get married?
~ When both of us are prepared

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~ She is everything to me

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal soon & fork/knife?
~ All kinds of food.

23. Champagne or red wine?
~ I don like neither of them.

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ Depends.

25. Money or household items?
~ Both.

26. Who will pay for the bills?
~ Me i think.

27. Are you ready for married life?
~ Ask my parents.

28. Do you think you will still be a virgin untill you get married?
~ Ask Keh Bin.

29. Will you always be true to your husband/wife?
~ Yes.

30. How many kids would you like to have?
~ Twins.

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ New if i can afford.

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
~ Ask my future girl.

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ All types lo i said.

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
~ Record wit my brain

35. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
Anyone tat readin my post

A great start?
these few days, bad tings keep on happened on me..

Firstly.. my car broke down under the NPE bridge thr..
Next.. My fren dropped my fon into a deep drain on tuesday night. F!
Plus!!! My spare phone rosak on wednesday, tat made me more pissed off!
and yesterday.. i played futsal wit wai yee's bro and their frens. there is a guy came n and
slide me wit his SCISSORS LEGS. i was like flying in the air and i tot tat slide wil broke my legs. Thx God tat the tradegy never happened on me.. i stil wan to play pingpong and prepare for my exam wei. and F Tat guy!

i hope tat the sad cases are comin to the end?
wake me up, when september ends.

life
reli fcked up.
fed up, sad, sorrow are the expressions for me now.
dropped my fon yday into a deep drain,lost all the memories in it.those memories cant be purchase by cash.helll yea, tats not the worst part. den today, my spare fon rosak by itself. how bout tmr?i'll bang by a car?

wats life?
W.T.F

Home Alone
hey peeps. =)
i was home alone for 3 days. From friday 19th of september until today, Sunday, 21st of September. haha

Highlights for Day 1, Friday
reach college at about 8am. brought my dad's notebook thr, was busy rushing my assignment. lol. and.. i felt guilty for skippin classes.. sigh. haha. i used 3 hours to complete my 2nd assignment. woo. the feeling afte u finished tat was super-per duper-per good. hehe. stay bak at college until 3.30pm, for pingpong, AGAIN. and went to Mv at nite wit Kay Chong. watched money not enough 2, a great and touching movie. i wil rate it 4 stars over 5 stars. =D

Highlights for Day 2, Saturday
surpisingly woke up at 8am, tat was earlyy, went to lunch wit michelle, shieng,vj and bhak at face to face, the one which located beside the one academy. the food was not tat bad. heehee, afta sendin vj bak to his hostel, 4 of us went to asia cafe. and its not my day.. =( my pool Suckss. lol. oni won ONCE. sommore tats when Shieng give me chance oni. hahaha.

Cool Bhak

MiKiLiQu

ChenChinShiengA LOL picture

Highlights for Day 3, Sunday
Today is tay wai khean's bday, drove to his hse, afta gavin him suprise wishes wit my frens, i went to futsall which was started at 11am. we got 15 ppl, so we played alot of games, and the games are quite fun. hav lunch wit Derrick in a don kno wat name restaurant, lol. afta tat rest at home again, den went to Asia Cafe to watch Chelsea vs Man Utd. Fetched Vj from his hostel at about 8pm. haha, met wit Jem,Moo, Bhak, Shieng and her high skul frens. The atmosphere there was like... er.. don kno how to describe. A bit crazy. like all of us are inside the stamford bridge stadium. and some of the malays are damn noisy and annoyingg. And I sucked in alot of 2nd hand smokes frm those malays.Btw, thx to miss ChenChinShieng again for helpin us to reserve the placesssss. the game end wit 1-1, kalou is the 1 who denied the goal frm Park Ji-Sung. SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD

thats all for my 3 wonderful days. =)

The Tag
The last person to tag you is?
Chuah Kah Ee

What relationship of you with him/her?
She's my heng dai, my darling. (:

Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Childish,Caring, Retarded, Blur& Cute

The most memorable thing he/she has done to you.
Always there for me whenever i need her

The most memorable words that he/she has say to you.
'don give me empty promises!'

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
I will not allow tis to happen.

The most desirable things to do for he/she is..
Teach her add maths 1 day b4 exam? lol

The overall impression to he/her is..
Blurrr

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Retarded?blur? stupid? pingpong addict? hot tempered?

The character for you yourself is?
Lazybones.

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
lazy.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Wang Hao. he is too good in pingpong.. i mean the 1 wit the ranking of world number 2.. not the 1 in sunway college. lol

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
I am sorry, i am taken by aaron tan.

Ten people to tag
1. Aaron
2. Keh Bin
3. Jeffrey
4. Shieng
5. Ching
6. Michelle
7. Mon
8. Wendy
9. Grace
10. Poh Vian

Who is number 2 having relationship with? ( Keh Bin)
his girlfren? but i dono who is her.

Is number 3 a female or a male? (Jeff)
hmm. half half.

If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing? (Mon & Poh Vian)
both of them sudah ada BF la.

How about number 5 and 8? ( ching & wendy)
LOL, no way man.

What is number 1 studying about?
how to let ppl pawn in dota.

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
No idea

Is number 4 a single?
Yes. she is. cz she is so ganas. lol

Talk something about number 2
if u play pingpong wit him, don hit the ball to his forehand. haha.

chen chin shieng =)

haha, decided to post tis b4 i sleeep, tis will gonna be short, cz for ur information, i've no keyboard, lol.

anywayy,

happy 17th bday to u, chen chin shieng. =)



haaha, i 4got how i got to kno her.. but i jz kno tat her 1st impression is, OMG! a HOT n cute chick. lol.

and sorry to michelle, hav to curi photos in ur blogg, cz i din get the chance to take photoo wit the bday girl, =(. ohhh yea, enjoy ur bday, n may all the tings in ur wishlist wil be cancel soon. haha.

n i hope u like the presents. =D


tag by, shieng
1. Six people I tag
Aaron
Keh Bin
Jeff
Kah Ee
Poh Vian
Jo

2. Six things I'm passionate about
Frens
Family
Money
Pingpong!
Futsal
Food


3. Six things I say too often
LOL
Deng~
GG
dude
sucker
Shuah!(pingpong language)


4. Six books I've read recently
Applics
Calculus
newspaper

5. Six songs I listen to again and again
It's not over- secondhand serenade
pretend- secondhand serenade
wo ai de ren- jordan chan
what about now- chris daughtry
lucky- jason mraz, cobie caillat
i'm yours- jason mraz

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
learnt how to play pingpong only wif backhand.
driving
last min stuy for spm is useless
appreciate frenship
control temper well?
loose weight nid some time

kuo lee ching! willl miss u for 2 weeks! rmb to buy present for me. =]

wat a friday
applics test was ok? i guessssss... at least i did my study. haha =)

played table tennis today, stil nt used to bryce yet, oni won shahrooz.... and lost to alot of my frens. and my temper was abit hot today, cz cant control my new bat at all. sorry guys if my actions or words pissed u guys off. mayb kaa seng i correct, every1 wil emo for few days/months/years cz theyy cant control their new bat. haha =D

futsal was fun, scored 2 lucky goals for my team, but we oni won 1 match. sigh,wil try again nex week. =]

and! tmr!7.45pm, manutd/liverpool fans, pls stay in front of ur tv, channel 812. berbatov will hat trick anyway. =)

byeee ppl

GG day
today is the 11th day of september. hahaa. afta 3 more months u guys hav to giv me hadiah adi =] winks, u kno wat i mean rite? hehe, i am pretty sure tat all the readers are damn smart.

alriteee, went to monash today, wit keh bin, to try my new bat. keh bin's forehand is like a goddddd, while my backhand play like a dddddog..my bryce tak suka me...haha. played wit a pro named johnathan, lost to him 2-1.. hmm. he is so dammnn stable. n i stil cant manage to control my bryce yet. sad, sedih.. mahu menangis. lol, but nvm, i wil bak to monash again and kick ur meaty ass afta i mastered my bryceee. =)

i love applics, so i m goin to study later.
applics, do u love me? i heard u say:' i do, i do.' =) lol. saya sudah gila.

anddddd. 1 more ting b4 i go,
i realize tat i eat alot when i m hungryyy....
i oso found tat i eat alot although i m nt hungry
HAHA

weeeeeee~=]
i bought tat! finalllly! hav a looooook jeff! keh bin!


tis is the paddle... n ...

hurricane 3..

plus.....

bryceeeeee! =]

all of dem cost me rm260.. n i am officially brokee now..
& i managed to capturre a photo of kaa seng when he was trainin wit machine.


see! macam yes!

should i?
Suprisingly. tis is the 2nd post of the day. lol. at tis moment every1 who is frm my course should be studyin for MOCK. hahaha. wellllllllll.................. i am stil slacking hereee, in front of the com. SIGHHHH.

BAK to the topic!

i wanted to buy a new table tennis batt.. my budget is around 300myr.
The wood is YASAKA.. handshake.. tat cost me 140myr..
nextt. the rubber for my forehand, mayb i will apply:
1)Huriccane 3- 42myr
2)729 faster/higher - 42 myr

Nextt, for my bakhandddd, the choices are belowww:
1) takkifire special(hard): 90myr
2) Bryce : 120myr
3) Bryce speed : 150myr

i stil cant make up my mind yett.. asking for help? any1? giv me some suggestions? Jeff? Moo? Keh Bin? LOL.

Bak to bak
I ammm here to crappp alot again. hahahah.
My mom confiscated my keyboard on Thursday. MAMAmia. imagine the days without keyboard. i hav to use the on sreen keyboard to type out the words 1 by 1. god damnnn it. since now she went outtt, so i got the chance to plug in the keyboarddddd, and enjoy the typin moment wit my keyboard =) haha.

Yesterdayyy. went to sports barn to play futsall wit my high skul frens. they are 20 of them. so we opened 2 courts, and we played for 2 hours.

My original plan- drive to derrick's hse, and park my car in front of his hse den folo him and aaron go to sports barn.

BUT.....

A stupid rain chged the wholed plan...............

I went to taman desa to fetch him, and tat cb aaron. After i parked my car in front of his hse, i saw him comin out frm his hse wit Umbrella. i tot he was goin to cover me wit tat umbrella.... but i was wrong. he came in my carr, and asked me to go n fetch aaron and drive to sports barn. i was like @#$#!$@#!!. Andddd. the game wasn't tat fun. i felt a bit regret goin thrrr. i shud hav stay at home and STUDY. yes. STUDY, MOCK is jz 19 days away. and the 1st paper is calculus. GG?

wee, thts all for yday? hahaha. anywayyy i jz came bak frm UE3 afta training table tennis wit kaa seng. soo.. BYEBYEEEE.

and to some1, jz stop being a busybody, and stop acting like u are the boss, i just don wan to argue wit u. pls change ur Fking attitude.

memories;
well, just now i was chatting with Mr. Tan Vei Jae tru MSN. and randomly, we said about our course, Ausmat which is going to end soon. RITEE. i tink u guys oso cant believe tat, 2 gays can be tat emotional, and both of us are going to cry cuz of tis. lol. not jokin. =)

i LOVE my college life so damn much, compare to my high skul life. all of us can play, study and mad together, and the lecturers will not holding a cane to punish us. All of us joined Ausmat in March, precluding those who are in January intake. after tis, every1 of us will hav our own dreams, or own destination to go, and continue wit our study, or start working. I felt glad to kno all my frens. Aaron,Fai Chun,Vj,Derrick,Eugene,Kaa seng,Jem, Moo, Bhakti,Jin Han,Ken,Ka hong,Kyle,Wai yee,Mon,Shieng,Ching,Kah Ee,Michelle,Chui,Grace and etc. u guys fool around wit me, we studied together, and did alot of stupid tings together. But these tings are so meaningful to me.I am afraid tat i wil be all alone wit the days without u guys.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain & no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories, both perfect n in pain. Perfect, cz u guys made me feel perfect when i am wit u all; pain, cuz i donn wan u guys giv me some sweet memories, and leave me alone again. the memories, will always stay in my heart, like a cut by a knife. and these scars, wil stay forever.