It's Not Over
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

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new Skin. =)
WOOO. i'm hyper nowwwwwwwwww.


MY BLOG GOT A NEW SKINNNNN!!!

Thx to..................

Miss Chen Chin Shieng =)



*claps*

Look at her, and giv her some claps! applause!!!! =D
reli thanks for everything, i relii appreciate that. ahaha. and i wil finish my calculus workk and let u CHECK on Wednesday. =)

College days =)
Monday, 18th of August
hmm, ntg much happened on today, i jz rmb today Jin Han was absent becoz he was sick. haha. but stil he went to his physics exam. LOL.

Tuesday, 19th of August
well, went to pasar malam at nite which is located at sri petaling, near The Store. Got 2 pics of Vj.


Vj: don let me smack 9 ur face


why so serious?

22th August
Friday, it was Ohm's and adrian's bday. too bad their plan to watch a movie in pyramid was cancelled. and FINALLY, i took SOME pics wit my frens. haha.



group pics



jinny hanny, act cute-ING



chen chin shieng =)



Yeo mon wei AKA monster. LOL



MORRIE! bhakti! JEdi! he got alot of names. haha



can see some red lines on my hands?child abuse. by Shieng. i nid help frm wendy's parents, lol

LAST but not LEAST. a gay pic. 18sx



hehe.

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Tag again, by kah ee
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
she doesn't allowed.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
lol

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
both

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
yea babe.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
so so.

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
pls don find me, go find aaron tan.

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
fuck u.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
don kno eh.

9 ) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
they sucks.

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
i prefer playboys.

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
outside of my fren's hse

2 ) Who do you love the most?
her.

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
Vj fart on my face.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
secret. shh

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
no futsal tmr.

The last person
-you had a beer with? air
-Went to the movies with? my classmates
-talked on the cell phone with? kaa seng and vj
-u hugged? Vj
-u yelled at? My sis

In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? nope
~Danced crazy? nope

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
just now, my com was lagging. and i was doin my EALD

If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
i wish tis tag can be finish soon

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Egypt, Japan. South africa area

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
i do tat everyday

Are you old fashioned?
not the latest.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Both

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
her

5 Facts About Me:
see
me
den
u
kno

5 things that scares me
gays
some1 fart on my face
some1 dig my nose
gorilla
godzilla

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately

pu gong ying de yue ding- jay chou
wo bu pei- jay chou
cai hong- jay chou
Lu xiao Yu- jay chou
time travel theme- jay chou
piano battle- jay chou
flashback- jay chou

5 Things I treasure in My Life
love
family
frenship
sports
maths

7 "First Time" in My Life
My first fart
My first vulgar language
My first cellphone
My first best fren
My first 100 marks for maths
My first nike shoes
My first smoke which was the last time

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say

mother
lin ma eh
diuu, deng
farkk u
lol
oh my god, oh my dog
anyting

i tag
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan
aaron tan

a late tagged by grace and lee ching
The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.


1) she MUST shorter than me.
2) not too thin, not too fat,haha. wtf
3) she smiles like an angel.
4) got a pair of big eyes? haha
5) FAIR! must be fairer den me.
6) can take jokes, can crazy wit me and my frens.
7) doesn't take Drugs, or smokes.
8) care bout me, n tell me everytin when she is not alrite.

TAG to:
1)Aaron TanX4
2)Chuah Kah EeX4

Geeeez
exam is around the corner. 6 more weeks to go. hmmh. i stil felt damnnnnnnn lazy to do revision. my new aim is, i hope tat both of my maths subjects, can be my scoring subject, i had totally given up on my accounts. haha. anddd. i heard tat there wil be a table tennis competition soon. wooo. it made me felt EXCITED. haha. hav to start trainin every afternoon, to maintain and improve my skill. well. i jz hope tat i can be AUSMAT number 1 for pingpong, but its kinda hard. cz there are alot of players who are better den me in AUSMAT.for example, Jeffrey Khoo,Moo Hou Chuen,Jeremy,Ken Wong, Kyle....etc. i wil try my best, TOP 3 in AUSMAT is not a bad ting too. lol.i mean, in pingpong, not exam results. =) last but not least, i hope tat u are alrite, and take care. u happy, i happy. =)

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I wrote ur name in the sky,
but, da wind blew it away.
I wrote ur name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote ur name in my heart,
and forever it'll stay.
So many ways to say I love you,
never enough to say how much....
Life is short,
but love is forever. =)

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i am using my right brain =)
Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (48%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (40%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com

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Random
its 3 more months to go until the end of AUSMAT. tat means, afta tat i cant see u everyday in the college adi. i miss every single smile of u, u smile like an angel. when the 1st time i saw u, u giv me a kind of feeling, which was very very special. i got to know u soon, but, we weren't tat close. and i knew tat, i am in love wit u since the beginning of April. but i don dare to tell u, cz i am a coward. i felt hurt badly and sad for twice,one was on the month of May and another 1 was on July.its not ur fault, its my own problem for fallin in love wit u deeply. and i started to tink tat, is it worthy for me to love u, and waiting for u. everytime when i felt tat i was goin to give up, my heart told me, patience is virtue, and i hope tat tis idiom is true. until now, i stil don kno the solution yet, but no matter hows the solution, i wil oways hope tat, u wil be happy always. i don hope to see ur sad face everyday, my heartache. watchin u being a happy-go-lucky gal, its adi enuf for me. =)

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